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At birth in 1916 my Grandfather weighed 1 lb. His makeshift
crib was a shoebox and his incubator the family oven.
My Dad exercised too hard and surrendered to sudden cardiac
arrhythmia - so swiftly, he never suspected he died.
At 80 mph a six-foot steel pipe shattered my windshield.
It landed just shy of my passenger, my Mom. She was spared by a sliver
of a second or degree or some divine combination.
Why some people, why some moments and why not others?
Our fragile little lives are erratic, uncontrollable, fleeting and inexplicable.
So on this journey, I will craft a plan to guide me, but
I will strive to stray from the plan whenever possible.
I will relish the weak moments that painfully rattle my
soul and stretch my psyche.
I will accept that some things I desire will never be,
but what I do find will lead me where I need to go.
I will default to yes.
I will strive to be criticized for who I am rather than
loved for who I am not.
I will continue to love completely knowing that I will
lose.
And with me, I will carry Dad's promise that there is
always a way to make things work and his simple advice to find happiness
in what I choose to be and do.
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